CO129-425 - Governor Sir May - 1915 [10-12] — Page 681

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(borg18)

In August 1918 I was expelled from Netherlands India on

account of revolutionary propaganda in India my daily paper De

Expres". With my wife and my three little children I went to

Europe in exile. I had a good living in Meth. India, I was a

well-to-do man. Te had no Sorrows or cares. All at once this

all ended. A cruel and cowardly Government threw me out of my

sphere without even a judicial process to give her shameful deed

the annearance of Right. Our life in Europe (mostly in Switzer-

land, Geneva and Zurich) was one series of hardshipa. We have

known days, when all money was gone, when there was not to pay our

food of tomorrow; when we had debts only, debts on all sides. We

have known days of hunger, when we did not eat, so that there would

be something for the children. Matsed and embitterment filled my

hearth. I avore to ravenge me on a government, that had made us

auffer undeservedly to such degree and extent.

In February 1915 all was to an end. I borrowed money, again

for the 20th time may be, and gent my wife and children back to

Java. She thought to be able to earn something by keeping a

boarding house and by giving lessons. Than the hardest time began

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for myself, I was a student then at the University of Zurich.

The study (I did my Doctor Examination in 8 months) the loneline33,

that whole life of worry, living like a poor workman, my wretchedness

end setf accusation that I was the cause of all the misery of those,

who I loved no dearly o, why do we always kill, those we love

all that broke me mentally.

I began taking morphia to appease my

siness, to be able to study and banish my thoughts. I hated the

drug and hated myself for taking it, and grew weaker and weaker and